I wish I could give you the money you need I really do but I'm barely managing myself. I've just read this story of what happened and it gave me a lump in my throat. When my first son was young he had died several times in hospital due to whooping cough. Life is so precious people shouldn't take it for granted. The only thing I can say is that your baby is in a far better place than this earth and strongly believe he watches and grows with you. God Bless I REALLY hope you get what you need.